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And again, my ‘disease’ is back!

It’s been nearly a week… =( I had insomnia since last Wednesday. What the hell is wrong with me? Yeah, I do admit there was something bugging me last week…perhaps, I was thinking toooo much or perhaps, was missing something badly that moment… especially those days when I was in Sandakan during the previous break.

Have been asking myself with tons & loads of questions, and sought for answers for that, but still… uncertain ’bout it.

By the way, do you guys believe in ‘timing’ — this issue? This really Does frustrate me much…

But anyway, i thought Ive started to lose hold of it & put this thingy aside. Guess, it’s still wandering around in my mind… I dun care if this problematic thing is still haunting me, I just wanna have a good rest…

"Haiyo…. please laa…" If Im still an insomniac within these few days, probably, I need to consume sleeping pills soon or bang myself on the wall, in order to get into sleep… *arghHH*

It’s been almost a week since school started on the 29th August. Ive been attending classes since the very first day, excluding the holidays on Wed & Thurs, due to ‘Hari Merdeka’ & ’state holiday’ *i think… & as for Friday, class had been cancelled and will be postponed until further notice.

Oddly, Ive been in my room the whole day. Even had my meals in the room, with no biscuits, no maggis, no bread, no oat, no cereal, nothing!! Wondering what i consumed?? Hhmm… well, maybe i should put it this way. I mean, i’ve never gone anywhere BEYOND my own hostel block, which is block Q. Just went downstairs twice, to get my food (both lunch & dinner) which i’ve asked my friend to ‘ta pau’ for me. That’s it. Sadly, my roommate has gone back to her hometown since Tuesday. She ditched me!! =( *maybe, i ditched her too much previously. Muahaha… an eye for an eye?* Moreover, most of my classmates have gone back as well, only 1 or 2 left here. How sad… =(

Well, how did survive in the room alone for the entire day? Even I myself could hardly believe it. Alone in the room with no comp (used to)? I’ll dieee, man. (this Was what ive been telling myself previously)! But today, sitting here onlining, lyin on bed, trying on my clothes, plucking my eyebrows, CLEANing up the room, DOING the laundry… & whatsoever. You name it! I’d almost done everything, which I do NOT normally do. Guess Ive broken my own ‘record’ for this? and that is why… im bloggin here…